August 2011
“Cindy: What did it feel like when you fell in love?
Grandma: Oh… oh dear, I don’t think I found it
Cindy: Even with grandpa?
Grandma: Maybe a little, in the beginning. He didn’t really have any regard for me as a person. You gotta be careful with that. You gotta be careful with the person you fall in love is worth it… to you.
Cindy: I never want to be like my parents. I know they must’ve loved each other at one time right? To just get it all out of the way before they had me. How do you trust your feelings when they can just disappear like that?
Grandma: I think the only way you can find out is to have the feeling. You’re a good person. You have the right to say I do trust. I do trust myself.” —Blue Valentine
Grandma: Oh… oh dear, I don’t think I found it
Cindy: Even with grandpa?
Grandma: Maybe a little, in the beginning. He didn’t really have any regard for me as a person. You gotta be careful with that. You gotta be careful with the person you fall in love is worth it… to you.
Cindy: I never want to be like my parents. I know they must’ve loved each other at one time right? To just get it all out of the way before they had me. How do you trust your feelings when they can just disappear like that?
Grandma: I think the only way you can find out is to have the feeling. You’re a good person. You have the right to say I do trust. I do trust myself.” —Blue Valentine
I’ve just arrived back from a horrible journey on the way home; my mum picked me up from work today as she was worried about the riots, as there had been a scare about them happening in Guildford, anyway we were driving home on the dual carriageway and we came across a baby deer lying by the side of the road, but we could both see it was still alive so we stopped and I rang the nearest vet, to see if there was anything we or they could do. I told her I hadn’t got out of the car as I didn’t want to scare it but she asked me to get out and go over to have a closer look at the injuries, as I got close to it, it struggled but got up and hobbled across the road on three legs, as it got to the other side of the dual carriage way, I could see a car coming but thought it had seen the deer as it had it’s full beam on. It hadn’t and so I screamed ‘STOP’ but it proceeded and smacked the deer, it just fell to pieces, it was the most horrible and upsetting thing I’ve ever witnessed and I was hysterical and shaking afterwards and the car didn’t even stop after or anything, anyway I hope everyone’s had a nice night, I know i definitely haven’t after seeing that :(
orange
1. It’s a little village just outside of London
2. It’s where I grew up
3. I always feel safe here
4. I still live here
5. It has a funny name of 2 words put together
oh my god
I really just wanna be taken out on a cute little date :(
